For 9 months/ 39 weeks today. Not quite sure how we've got through the last 9 months, it's been the biggest, test of our strength ever. As usual you and what happened to you are on my mind all day every day. Not sure that will ever change. A and I are away this weekend meeting people in our situation, people who have suffered tragedies we never expected to suffer ourselves, but we have, so we will go and make new connections, be with people who understand and unashamedly talk about you with people who also understand you're the only thing we ever really want to talk about. Love you always, miss you forever. Closer than close 💔💔💔 xxx